Between Silence and Christmas
The first snow fell a day before Christmas. Silent, like an apology for everything autumn had left behind.
She had deleted her social media accounts. All. Instagram, LinkedIn, even Pinterest. No digital life anymore. No notifications, no confirmation. Only the house, the silence, and her thoughts, which caught in the glass surfaces like moths in the glow of a lamp.
Since Halloween night, she was no longer the same. The knowledge that someone had been watching her remained like a thorn under the skin, causing everything around it to fester. She had hung up curtains. Heavy fabrics. A protective wall of opaque silk and velvet. She wanted to end the feeling of being watched.
Something had shifted that cannot be replaced. She slept worse. Not because she was afraid, but because her body no longer understood when it was allowed to relax. Every sound suddenly had weight. They say time heals.
But time only heals what can be categorized.
In the Vortex of Repetition
Most houses leave me cold.
I see them, check them, and if they resist, good security, clear lines, no blind spots, then I move on. Fifty percent, maybe more. One accepts that. But their villa was different. Because she lived in it. She pulled me in and held me tight. When she deleted her Instagram, the world suddenly went silent. No sunrise at the lake, no cup of coffee on the terrace, no light indicating that she still existed.
I didn’t know what she was doing.
Where she was. I was cut off.
Like someone who loses the frequency of their favorite station and suddenly hears only static. So I walked past her house again. Then came the curtains. Heavy, dense, wrong in this house of glass. She closed up, and with every wrinkle, something inside me tightened. I imagined how it became dark inside, how the light I knew so well died. I got angry with myself. I should have gone. I did not go. Not out of compulsion, I told myself. Out of habit. But habit is just another word for the captivity of an addiction. She hadn’t enchanted me. She had poisoned me. Slowly, precisely. She was the dealer, I the customer. And the material was herself.
What no alarm measures
A break-in requires that there is an inside and an outside. A clear boundary. And someone who wants to cross this border. This villa contradicted exactly this principle. It was a statement of huge glass fronts boasting the reflection of Lake Zurich.
A building that shows openness, clear lines, glass, transparency, cannot afford technology that loudly screams: “I’m not sure.” Motion detectors would have just been ridiculous here. He wanted a house that understands when something is wrong. No cheap triggers that scream hysterically at every movement, like his wife when a spider wandered into the house.
When architecture shows attitude, security must have the same attitude. She must react
before something happens and stay still
if everything is correct.
And then came this moment. The moment when his was tested. The attempted break-in on Halloween, when he was in New York, was his live test. Unscripted. Real. He felt like a winner. Everything had worked. But the actual crime of that night had triggered no alarm. Something truly valuable was stolen from him that night.
The laughter of his wife.
No entry
For me, that wasn’t a break-in on Halloween. He had failed. And I didn’t understand that! I had tested the system myself. Hedges. Access. Side paths. And every time the same thing happened: Nothing. No alarm. No escalation. And yet this villa gave him a jab to his arrogance, thinking he knew everything about it. Within seconds, she dismissed me from her seat.
As if she knew that I didn’t belong. I don’t. I did not grow up in a world where one is invited. I watched. Always from the outside. I have seen how honesty was praised and brought nothing. How people with titles got things they didn’t deserve. What fraud was called when it was well-dressed. If governments could lie, if corporations could cheat, and if elites could enrich themselves with it – why should I be the only one who follows rules that only apply to those on the outside? Invisible.
Every system has a weakness. And I wanted to know where this was found. Where the point is at which this villa stops excluding me. And if it was just to see her face once.
Not through glass.
Not through cameras.
Direct.
Just for a moment not to be outside.
But with her.
Visibility
Instagram had been a space she entered whenever she wanted. A light that she turned on herself. There the view was controllable. Showing was an act of power. A game of closeness where she knew the rules. The window was something different. The window was not a stage. It did not show what she wanted to show, but what was there. Unfiltered. Uncommented. Unprepared.
No version of herself that she had edited. Not a story she had told. Only themselves. Elodie. Here the view was non-negotiable. He was just there.
Like darkness. Like night. The curtains kept him away.
But they also held something else back. The lake was no longer there, this slow pulse of life from light and water. With him, the horizon disappeared. And with the horizon something inside that created order. Daylight is not a detail. It is a clock generator. It tells the body
when he may begin and when he can let go. When the light was missing, their days lost their edges. Morning and evening became interchangeable. Time began to dissolve.
Her husband, Liam, stepped beside her. Since Halloween always careful not to scare her. “Tomorrow is Christmas,” he said quietly. “Tomorrow morning we will take down the curtains. They won’t come a second time. I promise.”
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Bossfight
What surprised him was not the failed break-in. That was expected. What surprised him was,
that the other returned. Not immediately. Two weeks later, after the police had driven him away for the first time. After every rational calculation would have said: Stop. He came alone now. No longer with the bigger one. No longer in the network. No backup. No classic approach.
Sometimes the system detected only a single presence at the very edge of the property. A brief blip on the radar. Sometimes a camera at the property boundary reported a figure that stood too long for someone who had no plans. In the logic of systems, there are only two explanations for such behavior.
Either someone is exceptionally stupid. And repeats a lost move hoping that the playing field changes. Or someone is pursuing a goal that has nothing to do with the actual game anymore. He knew that it wasn’t the first. A player who returns without attacking does not want to capture a piece. He will take a stand. This is chess. The only open question was not whether he would try again, but why.
Until he knew this answer, he would not change his strategy prematurely. In a real boss fight, you don’t change the plan. Man observes. One waits. The moment when it becomes clear which piece on the board is the real reason for the game.
The Buzz of the Chase
December is not a month for inflatable boats. Not on Lake Zurich.
Not for people with any remaining sense. I sat in this black rubber boat and seriously wondered at what point in my life this had become a logical decision. My fingers were numb. Not cold. Deaf. The difference is important.
You feel the cold. Numbness is what comes after. Every paddle stroke felt like an argument against myself.You’re too old for this kind of crap. You’ve had better ideas. Hopefully no one sees you.
Ironically, that was my only wish. And it did not come true.
While I was freezing, while my body quietly protested, while my brain calculated how long one can endure at this temperature before hypothermia becomes an issue, the thing that really made me angry happened. The pier came closer and the camera turned. Stared at me. Laughed at me for my attempt. This house forced me onto the lake, into a damn rubber boat, at temperatures where even ducks wonder if it’s still worth it, just to show me that even here there was no room for invisibility. And that was exactly the problem. While I turned around, with that damn buzzing of the cameras in my head, something became clear to me: You don’t keep playing with what has already been seen.
One changes the role.
The Festival of Light.
Actually, Liam had been right about the curtains. The light fell into the house again, not raw and unfiltered, but curated through the large glass fronts. The lake lay outside calm, wide, infinitely indifferent, and precisely for that reason comforting. Liam had also carried a fir tree into the living room in the morning. She was perfect. Too big, too beautiful. Exactly right. She hung up a ball. Then another one. Glass, gold, a hint of chocolate brown. Nothing exaggerated or kitschy. The house felt like a place
who breathed again. Christmas had never been just decoration for her.
When everything was decorated, when light and design came together, that was for her the true epitome of luxury and beauty. And beauty wanted to be shared. She reached for the phone. Hesitated not. She reactivated her account.
Quite naturally. As if nothing had happened. Or as if she had decided that the past
does not get the last word. She posted. Almost immediately, the first reactions came. Hearts. Comments.
Joy. “So nice at your place.” She was so engrossed that she started when the doorbell rang.
"It is lovely to meet the eyes of someone to whom you have just given something."
Jean de La Bruyère
Dopamine
After the inflatable boat, I knew two things. First: The lake had won.
Secondly: I had to stop being someone who doesn’t want to be seen. Uniforms are the opposite of camouflage.
You are permission. They say: I belong here. And no one questions this claim. I came as a flower delivery person. Flowers open doors. And no one suspects them.
Not even if the sender remains anonymous. While I was waiting, I briefly thought about how absurd it all was. For weeks, I had tried to be invisible. Now I was as visible as possible. I rang.
The door opened immediately. She stood there. And she saw the flower first. She must have run to the door. Out of Breath. Red cheeks.
Like a child standing too early in front of Santa Claus and not knowing where to put the joy. Christmas suited her well.
The light behind her. The tree. The glass.
For a moment I forgot everything. I was simply intoxicated by the dose of dopamine that her presence caused. I handed her the amaryllis. She took it, smiled, said nothing. Then I remembered where I was. That I stood out here. That I was someone who had to leave. My gaze slid past her into the camera. Like a cold stab. Like a hand on the shoulder that says: “No further. I take care of them.”
She reminded me that it was time to retreat. As I left, I knew one thing for sure: This was not a farewell. The time with her,
out here in the cold, had been much too short
to be the last time.
Merry Christmas
The system reported him even before he rang. No alarm.
Just a simple notification. The same one who had previously tested edges. The cover had been sought. Liam knew it immediately.
Now he stood in the light.
Face in the image.
Frontal.
Unpretentious.
Perfect for saving your face in the database.
The second player
had now officially
enter the game board.
Liam did not intervene. Not because he was inattentive
but because there was no reason. Also to avoid worrying Elodie. He had missed her laughter
and this morning should not belong to her fear again.
As she closed the door, he went to her and watched as she with radiant eyes
placed the amaryllis decoratively on the console table.
“Do you actually know what an Amaryllis stands for?” he asked.
Elodie shook her head.
“In Greek mythology,” he said calmly,
“her name stands for a shepherdess longing for love.” She symbolizes pride, beauty,
Strength and elegance and is often associated with admiration and deep respect. “Actually, it is the flower that truly stands for love.”
Elodie smiled. Not knowing that this gift did not come from Liam.
He was silent for a moment.
Put on that inner mask that one needs when beginning to understand that a game is changing.
Not the board. Not the rules.
But the character in question.
Then he smiled back and said:
“Merry Christmas”
my treasure.
Afterword
This story takes place during Christmas time. A time when we light candles to make the darkness bearable.
She talks about a moment when visibility becomes a decision. About people who learn that observation not only means control but also closeness.
The history of Techvilla continues. With new trains. New masks.
And the question of who is actually observing whom here. With all its light and dark sides. Because artificial intelligence is not just made up of data and algorithms, but it reflects who we are and how we live.
The Synaedge team wishes you a Merry Christmas.